Yes you can take it, you can live here, you can stay. When things like this, that are out of our control and very hard to deal with emerge, sometimes we feel like we can’t do it anymore. But once we stumble over them and emerge, we don’t feel that way anymore. You will move past this, you will make it, and you can talk to us whenever you need to. But you’ll be okay.
-Ashley

And its sad, and it hurts, and it makes me angry. It honestly does. It makes me want to shake you and yell, “Stop it. Think about it. Really think, your life, your life is important. Anyone who says differently, well, screw them. You belong here, and there are things you can’t even imagine in this world that you haven’t experienced. You aren’t stuck! You are beautiful and smart and you are going to get through this so dont even tell me you are going to give up. Dont tell yourself that.”

It bothers me. Not because I don’t understand. I do, I used to feel that way. But upon thinking back on it… I was lying to myself then, telling myself lies. Telling myself the world would be fine if I wasnt in it. But thats a lie. YOU HEAR ME? A LIE.

So for everyones sake, for your sake, HOLD ON!!!
-Ashley